for you .. stupid!!!

i love you more than anything in this world & even if you tell me how much you care for me & how much you need me, i would know it's all a lie, because if you cared for me you wouldn't have caused me to stay awake night after night crying over what you put me through. i've been hurt by you so many times, i know it's better for me if i give up and let you go, but you have been such a large part of me for so long.. i dont know if i can make it through this world without you. you not only have captured my heart, but my soul, all of me..but i will let you go, & i will move on & maybe one day you'll realize i mean as much to you, just as much as you have to me, but hopefully by then i wont need you anymore because i already know how that story ends, & to be honest with you, i dont think i'd be able to handle the hurt again ........