whew...

It's like I'm sitting here trying to figure out what is up. Idk how to explain it, but it's driving me crazy. Not neccisarily in a bad way, but in a need to talk about it kind of way. Which, I won't. It's almost like I won't let myself get in to deep for anybody, because I'm setting my expectations too high.. but I'm really not. I don't know, sometimes I just need reassurence. I know I'm not making since, and it's a good thing.