MY SPECIAL FRIEND!!!!!

Dear ROBERT MICHAEL CARVER,

Since i can't comment on your RESTRICTED entry, i'll just write an entry dedicated to you :]First, i'd like to say that i'm so glad to hear that you and your mom are improving. at least there's something positive that came out of that day. it's never too late to build a close relationship with her.In my opinion, it's not healthy to bottle up your feelings like that. i've been there and it's a stressful, lonely road. and i know that it seems to be easier than actually opening up to somebody and letting it all out, but if you continue to do that... the outcome can be devastating. I just wish i was there with you. i know that you probably hated showing your vulnerable side to strangers. but there's nothing wrong with a little good cry now and then. it's a way to cleanse your soul. I admire your independence but i'm also scared for you. you've been hurt and disappointed so many times that i pray you don't lose hope. you're stronger than you think so don't ever doubt yourself. you're such a great influence on me because you keep me grounded on my feet and we check each other whenever we know one of us is slipping. i'm always here for you. get used to that. i don't want you to ever feel like you have no one to talk to. i'm just a phone call away :]I thank God for our friendship. i'm so proud of us because our friendship has passed the test of time ...and distance. LOL and i still look forward to the future. you are my FRIEND forever and then some. nothing and no one can ever change that...

feel better